Wow I still can believe she is gone. We meet in her early yrs she was about 17 under unusually strange conditions. We became very close live together travel to California had some great moments unfortunately we lost touch but I can’t think of one bad bone in her body a true Angel wish We had kept in touch you will forever be in my Heart.
I fondly remember all of the good times that Thea and i had together,i remember and will never forget the love that we had for eachother.I rememeber her saying at the beginning that i was only a fling,then the first time that she said she loves me and that i was not a fling but the love of her life even though i was not what she thought would be the man that she loves.I remember how she took me to a place that she had never taken anyone else ,at first i was nervous to go because i felt out of place but i am glad that i was able to share her special place with her and as an outcome meet some very nice people that i will never forget and i am so sorry that i .have not ben out to see them since she has been gone,i feel so bad about that but i have been so very depressed,i know that the day that i do get out there i probably have a good cry and maybe finally be able to begin healing on the inside(s&d forgive me)i will get out there one day,i just miss my baby and am so dam depressed over it.The way i feel right now i know the tears will never stop,i lost my partner,my soulmate and i am miserable and so alone.my mind is so fucked up right now,i want her back so badly but i know that is not possible,she left a hell of a scar on my heart,soul and mind,i could never have a relationship with anyone ever again because i am too scared that if i were to ever love someone again that i might come home and they too have left me.
